Whore

Confused and drained

Nothing will ever be the same

As it once was

So we drink, we smoke, we fuck

To hide the pain

Running towards toxic behaviors

Until we feel insane

Hating ourselves for the choices that we made

The lies we told

The blame games we played

Guilt eating us up inside

Nowhere to hide

Endless conscious & unconscious fights

Turns into sleepless nights

With all this pain in our hearts

Hate attacks the mind

One thought at a time

As if loving ourselves was a crime

-Sierra M. D.