THREADS Online #10
I was hurting in places I didn’t know
Healing things I had no strength to heal
Fixing things I did not break
Putting my sanity at stake
Repeating mistakes that became choices
Listened to voices I should have locked out
Given problems to solve without the pieces
Carried burdens that only caused more burdens
Somehow I haven’t figured out why I’m so broken
Carrying the weight of the world
When earth was made to carry me
I just needed to plant my feet
And water my own seeds
In order to grow
I had to see
The problem was
I wasn’t choosing ME
I poured into people
Who didn’t have enough to pour into me
While they were flourishing
They were draining me
when the well became dry, and their glass was full
I served no purpose
But all the while I was definitely worth it
So I emptied my glass and shook the tree
Released all the things that burden me
I place the stones , and painted the path
Built my self up from the ground without tipping my crown
Left all those burdens in the past
I stopped watering them and started watering me
Now I'm no longer that un watered tree
I am unapologetically me
Nya Renee 🥶🖤✍️
