THREADS Online #10
Six letter word
Has this pain
Re-living itself.
Over and over again
Like the feeling of happiness
Is forever forbidden.
And in this world, I’m just living
Just existing.
Torn between what was
And what no longer, isn’t
I torture myself
Into feeling numb
As I repaint the picture
Of this illusion I’ve been living
Because who’s to say
The memories that you replay
Compare to mine
And if they don’t, then I’d have to be a liar, right?
Or could it be that you're a coward,
Hiding behind
The choices you made.
So that you can save face
For the fact that I choose to
Relive all this pain
Over and over again
As if,
Trauma was my name.
- Sierra M. D.
