Nemesis

Nemesis

Nemesis

How can this be?

When I look out, I can see it may be them but really your inside of me.

Praying on my downfall

Expecting me to slip

You're allowing all the hate and the doubt to slide in.

Nemesis

Nemesis

How can this be?

When I look out, I see them in parts of me.

As darkness fills, I get these shivering chills.

This is what it’s like dealing with you as a nemesis! Allowing those who are irrelevant to imply their arrogance thinking they’re being imperative when really in the end all they are trying to be is comparative. But it’s my story so Ima write the narrative.

Nemesis

Nemesis

How can this be?

I see you seeing me and now I’m thinking of course this is how it is but it’s not how it has to be! When’s the light meets the dark and the dark meets the light you would think naturally it’s time to put up a fight!

But nope not this time!!

Nemesis

Nemesis

Your apart of me! And all though I hear and feel the doubt I’m not letting you take me out! I’m going to continue to shine and take my time perfecting my grind. I'm erasing these temporary feelings and opinions of me that you embedded in me. Ima let you know I hear you but you're going to see me whether it be as your friend or your enemy!

Nemesis

Nemesis

How can this be?

Let’s put an end to this madness. I get there was a point in time you were filled w sadness but don’t let that be the reason why you're dragging us down! It’s not a competition but better yet a collaboration. Let me shine and when it’s time I’ll let you come out! But for now, all those negative talks and walks we have had been done!

Nemesis

Nemesis

I no longer wonder how this can be because I get that my biggest critic is me! I’m my own Nemesis but Ima make sure you see the version of me that you're not allowing yourself to be. My actions are doing the talking so those negative thoughts can keep on walking…

Outta my mind because with those thoughts I don’t have the time!

Nemesis

Nemesis

It’s time I put an end to this with emphasis

I’m the one who allows what thoughts come in and out of my mental premises.

"Nemesis" - Sk 🖤✨

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JOURNAL DISCUSSION: Often we tend to look outward pointing fingers at others for why we are the way we are, yes environment has a play on how we are as well, but we also have to hold ourselves accountable. Instead of looking out we need to look within. We hold all the answers within ourselves. Sometimes we have to take accountability and try to learn ourselves to see why we are the way we are. Your biggest nemesis is yourself. Can you think of a situation or time you felt like you were your biggest critic or doubted yourself? How can you find ways to deal with self-doubt/ self-worth? Maybe try writting a letter to your nemesis or writing a eugology for you nemesis? See where that leads you.

Sending love, Light and healing energy always <3

Happy journaling!