Sometimes I wonder why I allow the intense impulsive feelings of anxiety to take over.
Mixed emotions got me feeling crazy through the motions of emotion.
But this is life…
Trying to express shit gets crazy! Lost for words at times so I let my art define what I was feeling at certain times. Although I allowed shit to fly I really didn’t let that pass me by. Subconsciously I was waiting for the perfect time.
But this is life….
That’s when I realized I never really let shit slide. Not really knowing in who I can confide. So I let it find a place to hide inside until I feel like this feeling is taking up too much space and can no longer reside. Emotions getting the boot because in my mind they’ve spent way too much time.
But hey this is life…
Depending on the trigger it’s a burst or a bust! Letting go of this feeling is definitely a must. Despite the explosion it was coming and built up overtime but knowing what I know I see that intuition never lies. Whether good or bad comes I take it with a grain of salt. I’m where I’m supposed to be and that’s by default. Despite what skeletons I got chilling in the volt. They do define a side of me but doesn’t confide me to who I strive to be and what I see for me no matter how the story turns out to be!
I see the bigger picture and where I’m at now and how dare I ever allow a soul to think they can take me out just for a little bit of clout. I promise you that won’t happen and I say that shit without a doubt because when there's will there's a way. Ima let them say what they say because this is life. It's what you make it!
Life is what you make it ✨
But this is Life - Sk ❤️🩹✨