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Bulletproof Disaster

Your love was a toxic one
A bulletproof disaster
It was like cancer
It consumed me until nothing was left
A hollow home for a heart that was falling apart
Honey  moon stage at the start
And then your jealousy tour us apart
Loving you was the easy part
Trying to fix a heart l didn't break
Was the first mistake
Loving you was my greatest weakness
And my biggest wake up call
You knew I’d protect your heart
I couldn’t sit back and watch you fall apart
My purpose was to love you with out limits
So I did with no limitation
And now my heart is breaking
There’s no place like home
And home it’s what you make it
So I chose you to be the foundation
Let down this brick wall
Thinking we would grow closer
Hearts intertwined
Until the walls started to crumble and fall
You took my heart and made it your home
Your comfort zone
Then sucked me dry with no tears left to cry
Cried enough to fill a river
That shit turned me bitter
We made it through the aching parts
Then I gave you my soul
All this hatred turned me cold
They could never see me fold
Laid up and listen to you vent for hours
Then your words turned sour
Lost all their meaning and power
Bulletproof vest
10 shots to the chest
Tried to kill the pain
to heal your scars
All while mending a broken heart
I was falling apart
Ran out of time
fighting for a piece of mind
and its mind over matter
Heart wanted that happy ever after
filled with laughter
Instead i was broke down and battered
whole world blown up and shattered
Did I even fucking matter ?
Your a bulletproof disaster
the puppet master

-Nya Renee 🖤

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