Bulletproof Disaster

Your love was a toxic one

A bulletproof disaster

It was like cancer

It consumed me until nothing was left

A hollow home for a heart that was falling apart

Honey  moon stage at the start

And then your jealousy tour us apart

Loving you was the easy part

Trying to fix a heart l didn't break

Was the first mistake

Loving you was my greatest weakness

And my biggest wake up call

You knew I’d protect your heart

I couldn’t sit back and watch you fall apart

My purpose was to love you with out limits

So I did with no limitation

And now my heart is breaking

There’s no place like home

And home it’s what you make it

So I chose you to be the foundation

Let down this brick wall

Thinking we would grow closer

Hearts intertwined

Until the walls started to crumble and fall

You took my heart and made it your home

Your comfort zone

Then sucked me dry with no tears left to cry

Cried enough to fill a river

That shit turned me bitter

We made it through the aching parts

Then I gave you my soul

All this hatred turned me cold

They could never see me fold

Laid up and listen to you vent for hours

Then your words turned sour

Lost all their meaning and power

Bulletproof vest

10 shots to the chest

Tried to kill the pain

to heal your scars

All while mending a broken heart

I was falling apart

Ran out of time

fighting for a piece of mind

and its mind over matter

Heart wanted that happy ever after

filled with laughter

Instead i was broke down and battered

whole world blown up and shattered

Did I even fucking matter ?

Your a bulletproof disaster

the puppet master

-Nya Renee 🖤✍️